"It's hard to keep on fighting, when all you know is losing."

I listen to your favorite bands in hopes I'll find more to you.
You know it's only a matter of time before your favorite band is mine too.
Everday goes by and hope that I'll get closer to you.
That you'll see the good that no one else does.
You know a lot.
Too much.
But I like it.
I get around you and all I do is talk.
I want you to know everything about me.
I want to know everything about you.
I want you to want to know more.
And I just talk.
And you just listen.
Then you talk.
And I listen.
This is the first time in my life I can talk and have someone listen.
And the first time, when someone talks, I WANT to listen.
To hear more. To learn more.
I want to know everything.
What makes you tick?
What makes you break?
What brings you pain?
I want to know it all.
I want to know every little great, horrible, annoying, beautiful thing there is to know about you.
You are why I get up happy in the morning.
God it's been so long since I had a smile on my face when I woke up.
I forgot what it was like to have something real in my life..
FRIENDS.
Honestly, is so okay with me.
When it comes to you.
Friends is perfect.
I couldnt lose you.
Ever.
So friends will be perfect, forever.
Just don't leave me, best friend.
Cause I need you. You're all I have that is real at this point.
You're a great friend, and the best I've ever had.
Don't leave. Cause I wont fight you. I cant.