She lefts her books, her car, her clothes and note...

I honestly wishhh, I wasn't the kind of girl to get so hooked on someone famous.
Being completely in love with a guy from a band, is the biggest let down that someone can go through.
Yeah, I'll probably meet him one day.. But BE with him?
Come on.
But the hope that comes with it..
Because why couldnt you be at the same place as them, and just start to talk?
Yes, the chances of that happening are slim to none.
But it's the idea that it COULD happen.
And being so close in age.
Well, close enough.
And then today, watching a video of a guy from another band hanging out and being all over a girl my age, when he is like 25.. maybe? .. just gives me even more hope.
But there should be like a law that says famous people can't date a nobody.
THAT way, people like me, wont think about it all the time. When it's clearly never going to happen.
Being a girl is so stupid.
and being a girl who just believes in someone so much from their music and what they stand for sucks.
Because all I want, is to be able to prove that I'm someone he could like.
LIKE I HATE BEING IN LOVE WITH PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW.
Seriously.
SCREW celebrity crushes. They suck.
And they actually break your heart more than real guys that are around you all the time.
Ughhh. Being a nobody, a girl, and someone who lives in PA, effin sucksss.