It hurts worse everyday.
But without you I'm better off.
I know that. But it's hard to live with.
I'll find better than you.
It's not hard to beat.
But I loved you.
I need you to give my heart back.
All your promises and lies hurt everyday.
"Your my dream come true. I prayed for someone like you everyday"
Me too baby, but that was in the world where me and you were meant to be.
Boy, times have changed.
I'm the best you'll ever have.
HA.
sucks for you baby.
I love you.
But I'll let go now <3
Have a nice life. I mean that.
I hope she pushes you to do your best.
I hope she tells you never to give up.
Cause you'll go places.
And plus. If shes gonna be pregnant by 18, you gotta figure a way out to pay for the dipers baby.
HA!
sucks for you baby.
Ohhh, how I love you.
Chinks are hot though. I agree.
Half rotten teeth. Even hotter.
When my nails are going down someone elses back, I hope you feel it, breathe it in. And deal with it. Fucker.
Yeah. I love you. But I hate you. So I'm gonna let go.
And move on. And wait for blue eyed blonde boy I've been hoping for since I was 13.

Ahhhhhhh get me out of this house.
I'm dyinggg in here.
I think too much about everything I dont/cant/wont have.
And it blows.
Depression takes a new toll when youre stuck inside a house.

I made a mistake.
I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
I have to live with this now.
I don't need everyone judging me.
I'm sorry I messed up.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
Goodness gracious I wish typing all of this meant something.
It doesn't. It never will.

Eminem has gotten me through the past week.
I wish he knew that he saves my life, every time I hit a rough patch.
Him, Nick Jonas, Edward Cullen, Mayday. Party on baby. Party on.

Hey marissa :)