Today, was all about holding on to you.
I let go of him. But I'm still finding myself, holding on to you.
I loved you. Why? You hated me. Everything about me.
You couldnt stand what I cared about.
You couldnt stand the fact that I cared SO much about you.
I needed you to be the kind of person, that held on too tight.
You didn't care if I left.
I warned you. I told you from day one that I was gonna break your heart.
I wasn't gonna trust you. Not because you gave me reason not too..
But because that's just how I am now. And you told me you wouldn't give up.
You gave up. You gave up on me. So when you ask about me..
When you want to know how I am..
You should know.
You would know that, If you cared at all about me anymore.
But you dont.
"Goodnighttt"
You mean, hello facebook?
Why does every guy, think that I'm stupid.
Facebook? Again? Really though?
How many times do I have to find out that people are liars, through FACEBOOK.
I loved him more than you.
No. That's a lie.
I didnt love him more than you.
I just liked him more.
He cared so much about me.
You wanted me gone.
You wanted me to hurt while you were happy.
He, He just wanted a different life for me.
Fucked up.
Why am I still sticking up for him?
Why am I always so angry about everything?
I will not put the blame on someone else.
This anger is my problem.
And that's why I lose everyone I care about.
It hurts to know that you thought about me.
That you wanted to talk to me.
But now that you got your chance...
Its not worth it anymore.
You told me I wasnt worth it.
I get that now.
I actually believe that you meant it now.
I didnt regret you more.
You just hurt me in a different way than he did.
I'm sorry for ever making you hate me. And for you not seeing that I cared.

Screw anger;; It gets you nowhere.