Monday, October 12, 2009
Live for today, But stay for tomorrow.
The thing people like me don't realize. Is you really dont need anyone in this world but you. Look at it this way, without you, why would all the other people matter? Why would waking up in the morning matter, if you didnt have to get up FOR YOU. You need to make yourself the way you want. You cant have other people make you for you. Your parents, your friends, your family. Yes. They make a huge difference in our lives, but if you dont have yourself to keep your head up, who else will want to do it for you? If you give up on yourself, everyone else will. No one will be there to hear you when your screaming for help, no one will hear you shout out in a room. You could scream for hours, and no one would turn to face you. Dont give up on yourself. You gotta stay strong. Do everything you feel is right. Deal with the pain in whatever way you feel is right. No, its doesnt matter if its dangerous. because everything, no matter what it is, is up to you. So do whatever you feel is right. When other people judge you, its gonna hurt like hell. And when other people dont like you, or want you to be something your not, its gonna break you down. But the only person who has the right to judge you, is you. The only person who is gonna hurt you in the end, is you. however you judge yourself is whats gonna make or break you. When you wake up in the morning and think about how you dont want to get out of bed, its because you made your previous days seem like the worst days of your life. Who am I to say that your previous days werent the worst days of your life? I'm simply saying, dont think about the bad yesterdays. Think about the great today. Today, is the day you could meet that boy you have been looking for. Today, is that day that you could finally see yourself for who you are. Today, is that day that you look up at the ceiling, and you say your answer outloud. Today, could be that day you find all your answers, where you stop asking questions. Today, is what matters. Not tomorrow, not yesterday. LIVE FOR TODAY. You wanna know what makes you beautiful? Everything about you. Your flaws, your emotions, your thoughts, your dislikes, your likes. Everything about you makes you wonderful. You have to see it if you want anyone else too. I'll tell you right now, You are beautiful. You are what makes this world go round. We, are what make this world go round. Today, is the day you see that nothing in the world matters, if you dont love yourself, and if you dont live for you. Stop worrying about everyone else. Stop worrying that your family doesnt love you. Because truth be told, your family, your friends, the people you dont know, and the people you wish you knew, dont mean a damn thing, if your not happy. So get happy. BE HAPPY. Then you can worry about the rest. How can you want someone to love you, if you dont love yourself? You gotta love yourself. So go fall in love with who you are. Because you will always be your own best friend. No matter what you may be feeling: heartbreak, sadness, depression. Things are never as bad as they seem. You could lose everything, and feel so alone. But you are young. Today, only matters for 24 hours. Tomorrow could make a difference. Live for today, But stay for tomorrow. You really may not have a single person you can trust. But you have your own thoughts. you have your pen, your paper, your keyboard. Last I heard, my thoughts, pen, paper, and keyboard, never let me down. They keep everything I have to say to themselves, and never judge. They take me for who I am. So vent. Write until you cant feel your fingers, and you cant see straight. Write, until your head hurts. Cry, until you cant open up your eyes. Cut, until you want to die. BUT REMEMBER. Nothing is ever as bad as it seems. So before you go for that last cut, that last breath, REMEMBER THIS. YOU, are beautiful. YOU are what matters, and YOU mean everything to someone. You might not see it now, and maybe they dont either. But once you live for today, tomorrow is what matters. You'll never find out if you dont stay. Tomorrow is 24 hours away, and I'm not leaving till I figure out how it will end. So stay here. Live for today, Stay for tomorrow.
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